I've Come to Realize....

This is my first blog post for the year 2011. 

1. I've come to realize that my cravings: For food are nearly insatiable. :)

2. I've come to realize that my job: is an evil multi-billion dollar corporation that promotes greed and giving minimum wage to hard working people as a way to cut corners on their budget.

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving: I'm constantly nervous. Not excessively, but I'm an overly cautious driver. I try to figure out what the other drivers are going to do before it happens. And I have a problem looking other drivers in the face unless I'm wearing sunglasses.

4. I've come to realize that I need: to love myself before moving forward with life. (this was actually what I answered last year, and it still holds true).

5. I've come to realize that I have lost: my childhood innocence. Nothing seems as grand as it once was. Not even Disney movies compare to the old days.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: I'm alone, yet my personality disorder pushes people away.

7. I've come to realize that when I'm drunk: it almost always ends in a hang over the next morning.

8. I've come to realize that money: truly is the root of all evil.

9. I've come to realize that certain people: need to grow up.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always: reminisce about the past, but it's not healthy to live there.

11. I've come to realize that my sibling(s): make me feel like I matter in this world.

12. I've come to realize that my mom: still loves me

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: is just a piece of plastic. I prefer texting to talking.

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning: I wanted to go back to bed, but didn't.

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep: sometimes I take for granted sleeping next to a warm body. Sleeping alone is a horrible feeling.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am: slightly psychotic and I have very abnormal thoughts at times.

17. I've come to realize that my dad: really hurts me when he says he'll call me and doesn't for weeks on end.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook: I hate seeing certain people over and over.

19. I've come to realize that today: is a good day to stay off the snowy roads and watch a movie.

20. I've come to realize that tonight: is the last of my 4 day weekend. I've enjoyed it thoroughly.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow: I have to mentally prepare myself to go back to work.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to: go to Red Lobster for my 3 year anniversary in February.

24. I've come to realize that life: gives us what we need, not always what we want.

25. I've come to realize that this weekend: I'll be working, like most every other weekend.

26. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset: "I'm not ready to make nice" Dixie Chicks.

28. I've come to realize that this year: 2010, was a constant struggle with my family and friends.

29. I've come to realize that my ex: is tolerable, but I don't much care for his girlfriend talking to me.

30. I've come to realize that maybe I should: do a little growing up myself.

31. I've come to realize that I love... being a wife. I take it for granted sometimes and I shouldn't.

32. I've come to realize that I don't understand: my sister in-law Jenna. She may or may not be the anti-christ.

33. I've come to realize my past: haunts me at times.

34. I've come to realize that parties: are fun sometimes, but that's not the lifestyle I want.

35. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified: to be myself around everyone I meet.

36. I've come to realize that my life: is no more important than anybody else's. Terrorists included. At least they have passion to stick up for their beliefs. I prefer to sit on a couch and each cheetos.